Firstly, I don't know when or how I started this,
it just started without my knowing,
I was so dumb to don't realize what happened to my mind,
then, day by day passed, and I feel I'm gonna be dying.

Sometimes, I think these all are the answer of your pray,
it is ridiculous, but I can't find another realistic possibilities.
Are you, the one who pray for miracle?
Miracle for you, but disaster for me.

Hey, your miracle is coming late huh?
Unfortunately I am the one who have to suffer this bad thing.
No, these all my fault,
because I never recognize you as human before.
So come to my dream and torture me every nights